Australia! I'm finally out of Aotearoa, but missing it dearly. The country I have for so long known to be absolutely BEAUTIFUL is just that.. So special.. So very beautiful.. So patient with it's inhabitants and so willing to provide us all with exactly what we need. The vibrations I recall are those found no other place than Aotearoa.. Beautiful land, beautiful people. I miss you all!
I'm 22.. 23 this month.. Young, or old? Compared to what?! Compared to the Universe I'm so young that the Universe itself is unable to comprehend the shortness of how long I have been alive! How remarkable. How beautiful. How amazing to be able to breathe this air and smell the smells that Gaia blesses us with. The paths in my mind are made of white pebbles that crunch beneath my feet as I walk them slowly and surely.. Taking in the surroundings of the woods in my mind.. The woods that I know so well.. Each tree so familiar, perhaps so haunting, or comforting. Each tree may represent a different Era in my life.. Each pebble a different moment captured in my memory. They all resonate through my whole being, body and soul, as my mind walks their winding paths.. So shiny and worn, some of them, for my feet have felt their every curve many a time but never quite been able to pick them up for they manage to slip away through my toes before I can truly investigate their making.
My mind falls in and out of the pockets of wonderment as I consider the enormity of this great Universe, then floods back into my body and becomes once again aware of my lips sipping on a tea and enjoying it so. How can one truly understand what it is we're made of? Or is that something that's impossible? My mind expands every time I wonder how I came to be...
I'm so very much enjoying the feeling of being in love. What a beautiful gift we've been given.. The ability to LOVE not just ourselves but another... Another great being of this Universe.. Our paths have crossed.. Our tendrils have entwined and now we travel these great prairies together on a mission for Unity amongst all peoples. We search for Unity within ourselves so we can share it with others and hope that our efforts will be passed on to the next creature they shall meet. So for me to be SO blessed to have Tim accompanying me on my life mission just blows me away like petals in a gust of sweet spring breeze when I ponder such a gift. I am so very, and will forever be, grateful for such a blessing and such an opportunity.
My mind is filled with motivation to have a healthy body.. If I am to bear a child, my body must sparkle! But how does one remove negative influences when one enjoys such things so very much? You think of what damage it will do to your child! Well, I must admit, it helps me to a certain degree when I'm sipping my morning coffee which I know is not good for my body.. But I stopped smoking for the cause, so coffee must go! Addictive substances, whatever they may be, are not what I want my child to see me enjoying.
"What child, exactly, are you talking about here Miss. Shelly?", You may ask..
"The one I see when I close my eyes and imagine what could be the most fulfilling moments of my life!", I reply.
My mind, so busy it is during the day and how quiet it seems during the night. Forever dreaming of other worlds.. Other lives I may be living.. The life I live in my dreams with my child Vero I once had.. She grows older and more beautiful every time I sleep. Such a child of enormous beauty and love. Her essence accompanies me through every path in my mind.
What a journey I'm on. What a journey YOU are on WITH me!
How spectacular.
- Shelly.
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